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Monday, March 15, 2010

the Egyptian

THE EGYPTIAN


Is he Lucifer?
Son of the god?
Satan of earth?
Demon from the heavens?
They began enquiring...
They were terribly afraid...
Because humans fears anything from the heavens
Let it be the almighty
Or his estranged son...
And yet they beseech to be there.
They dream the blissfulness out there!!

All was his advertisement...
That frightened the sheep of the god
He was an Egyptian.
Who wore ragged cloths...
Who read too much papyrus
Who with his red brush scribed those words in the town

“Subscribe to death...
Uncloak your real life...
End your prolonged sleep...
Embrace the light...”

People were tempestuous.
In the name of god
They confounded him to hell
He is definitely a demon of Satan
They snatched stones from the road
And shrouded crosses in their pockets
“God help us’
Chants fumed the crowd
Sighs scorched their thoughts

At his doors, they roared with all courage
Silence was the reply
Nobody moved except a wind...
It opened the red door with might
Fear was visible in the faces of people...
The Egyptian was there!
Like the demons they knew from tales
He too endured in the air
His feet couldn’t touch the floor
His pupils were concealed under lids
Sheep of god scattered seeing him
He was a real demon
But he moved not
A gentle breeze like god’s finger tips
Moved his long hair with care
Some one pelt a stone
But the demon moved not
Many stones came after
Hands grew stronger
The demon in the air revolved
Because his head was inside a rope
In a circle he already left...for his uncloaking....






Sunday, March 14, 2010

LONE WOLF



TO MANY, LOVE IN HEART IS LIKE THE WOLF'S PAW...WE ALL ARE,OR WERE WEARY ABOUT THE CLAWS ....OR THE LOVE..SHOULD I REVEAL???....WHAT IF SHE OR HE SCARES???
AND...WHEN SCARES.....

THIS IS A SIMPLE POEM....BUT IT HAS A SAY...TRY TO HEAR THAT...



The Lone wolf...

In the valley he was alone...
A glaring pair of eyes,
Wandered the solitudes of the valley.
He was scary
As he was a wolf
With fiery canine
With bloody, panting tongue
Glowing eyes in the dark
And his gruesome howling art...
He was a scary thing
 As he was a wolf....

And he was alone...
Long and deep valley echoed his howling...
Beautiful purple flowers made him sick of solitude...
Indelible reminiscence of a dream made him stray...
Thrashing the river side flowers...
Breaking the silence of night...

His ears were erected forever...
He never misses a whisper...
So he was prone to the cursing of woods...
And he was desperate to find some love...

But nothing came along...
Nothing but cricket’s fracas...
Nothing but obdurate rains.

The one day...

She came down from the mountains
Like fire in the hands of Prometheus...
In red glowing frock
In the midst of purple flower bed
She was like they say...
An angel from the skies...

Her green eyes were deep...
Her lips reminded red berries of the valley
When she drunk from the silent sage river...
Her reflection sped his current...

Oh! She was beauty...
Her dulcet songs castigated his solitudes
Laying head on his paws
Concealing his claws...
He gazed at the village girl for hours...

She came down to pick flowers...
Some gods like this purple flowers
If gods could talk to her
They would have demanded this girl, he thought.
Irony! It is...
Even gods can’t have the best!!!

But she descended to his heart...
May be she came down to heal,
To heal his pains
To heal his solitudes...
But!!!
She is human!!!

Wolf closed his eyes,
Love cares no such thing...

She inured coming to the innocuous valley...
Laying his head on paws 
Concealing his claws of love
The wolf gazed her for hours...
He knew she too was weary of silence
He knew she would scare a lot when it brakes...
But!

As I said...
He thought...
Love cares no such thing...

It comes...
It flows
It blends thy eyes and conscious
It blends thy heart and intellect
It fills thy vacuum
It sucks thy self inside...

As he was a wolf
He was scary...
But he dared to incise his veil
His painful composure languished...
He had much to sing...
His itinerant search for her
His hearts somber laments to her...
But!
All god gave him was a fiery howl!

As he was a wolf he scared the little girl...
She slipped in to the deep river current...
Her eyes were filled with fear
Her hands were full of purple flowers
And her frock was wet and heavy
Like a moon stone in silk thrown to a wishing well
She submerged with out a cry...
Her eyes glowed as she went down the deep!!
She whispered something no one heard!

All was so fast...
Like the obdurate rain which came down...
Wolf was staring at the river...
Its depths remained calm...
So calm...

Raindrops washed his fur
It washed down his tears
As it always does...
Again the valley wore it barren face...
So barren like his heart...

He retreated to the deep woods...
His laments lay in a song...
A song that no one heard
As he was a wolf
He was scary ,like his heart...

Night came with an absent moon.
Wolf saw torches descending the mountains
Like furious Zeus descends for his fire...
He ran so fast....
And when he stopped he woke the purple flowers...
They loomed at his eyes...
They were wet.
There he lay...
With his head on the paws
Revealing his claws
Revealing his love...
Voices came near...
He saw the green eyes in the dark river...
They were too wet...
And they were expecting him...



Aneesh k.m(1/1/2010)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

KEEP THIS IN YOUR HEART...



Dear,,,,

This is what ma hands scribed down when I spected my wet weepy thoughts, . Yes they are just words….but are they??...words can speak more when your heart abandons…so do I …words r de winds dat sails ur stigmas around the ignoring world…yes like I said…I don’t know weather my search will end in Eden. Don’t even think this as an ‘angler’s dream’…honestly… I share when you keep this in your heart…J

Dear I have nothing to offer
But silly words…


        Just keep this in your heart

         Dear...
             Why do you care?
         Just keep it in your heart…
         You are hurting me so hard
         Never pretend you are not...

              I know when you smile,
             When you sob and roar
             I know am hurt...
             So why don’t you keep it in blank…

They prick me to bleed...
In blood I see thee
They curse me to hell...
In hell I heard thy laughter
They told me to forget...
In my thoughts, I see my face

           Dear…
           I do care…
           But I can keep this in heart…
           My heart is deep
            Like your rainy prejudices
            My heart is wet…
            Like your beautiful cheeks…

Dear …
Why do you care?
Just keep this in your heart
My love is my lust…
I can hold it till it bursts…
But remember
You will never know my lust...
B’coz I never love so real…

(I am the fiery heart…J JJ)

I can keep it in heart...
For I hate revelations.
For I hate being nude...
When I really think of you
So I keep my heart close...

Yet you care...
And you hurt...


Dear …
Why do you care!!!
Just keep this in your heart...
You know how I love…
My love is my lust…
Please don’t care…


Aneesh k.m





FOLLOWING A LOVE....





Follow..

He follows…
Every pebble opposes his way
Every wind disposes his signs
Rain makes it sure
That no one finds him ever…
Yet …
He follows…

He knew no one comes after…
He knew the solitudes ahead…
Yet…

When the church bells rang
He wept…
She has gone a long way…
Distances…
Distances she keeps too much
From his heart which loves the most…

She had chosen…
The choices were many
He was the most disgusting gift
He never gilts in light
Ever weights in balance
Yet
He expects her fingertips…

What an irony…!
The dream of a bad dreamer…!!

In the cart he follows
She walks ahead in glee
But he couldn’t reach her ears...
He knew…

He knew she never listens
He knew she fails to envisage...
She says she can’t interpret.
God, his words were never ambiguous…
They conveyed the open love...
She tried to interpret...
He knew she never could
Yet…he follows…


Tail end

 I saw him down the road
He wasn’t gloomy
But didn’t smile
Why you follow an engaged lap…?
I asked
Why do you write from the same mind???
He panted…
I let the horse loose…
He wasn’t gloomy but smiled not…
He follows…
He may not smile
Yet………………..

Aneesh.k.m

THE DRY WINDS...FLOWING OVER SOLITUDES...



When ever we feel lonesome it’s a matter of time…a wind comes along..

DRY WINDS

The road is dark and bare…
Spreads like a big fat python...
Cactus grown sand was hot
It hurts every point of flesh…

Glances die in distances
Oases did the same in imagination…
Smell of burning skins
Creeps inside the nose…

Steps flickers like some curious dance steps…
Drops of tears suicides in the glowing sand…

No one around here!!
Here comes a dry wind…

Disturbing the lonely sands…
A thought comes along with it…
Thought of falling back…
Thought of fear and failure…
There she is..!
In the peepal shade,
Mourns and laughs
 In the same emotion...!


I can hear.
But I hate doing it again…
I was late as ever
And she left without a sign…
I stand in the shade…
Leaves are pouring
Like it is some weepy winter
But am feeling hot…

Another dry wind…

I am in the midst of people…
They want to know, what I do know…
But they won’t know what I do know…!!!
They are too small to climb my songs…
So they curse
With flamed words…
Future burns....
It’s hot every where…


Another dry wind….

I am in the hilltop…
Depths call me to leap…
A leap to freedom…
A leap to nothingness
Or fusion to every thing…
She came panting
Her words were fuming…
Even at this height I feel hot…


Another dry wind…


Am in the sands…
Tied down anyway…!
I saw she run...
She runs scattering the sands…
At some distance she turned…
She had everything but a face…!
Her sand face glows in the sun!!!
I feel lightening cold…

Road is barren now!!!
I am free and no sign of the sand girl…
But I could see a red scarf…
That is a long distance…
Across the wayside
Across the sands…
There is no dry wind now…
And I am not expecting one…!!!

But I must follow her…
And I will!!